writing essays is not fun..

gosh..its so hard to write essay on your trades. I dont know what I am gonna write...guess I should take a nap ; ;) first...

weird things..

so with gladly bailed on by some friends, I thought to netflix this movie call 'Butterfly effect'. Nice movie but anyways so I slept after the movie and saw this crazy dream where someone shot me in toe and it was hurting big time. Woke up with pain in my toe and found it pretty swollen.

I dont know who the hell came in my dream and broke it. It is so freaking weird that I have no explanation whatsoever besides it hurts so much and took me into the point where I am kind of enjoying the pain and the facts which tell me that am a FOOL....

Venturing out on a positive note..

so finally moved to the new city, new apartment and presumably a new life. Denver was eating me up with memories which never seemed to fade away.

I hope this time, I will come strong and walk on my feet again but be whatever it can be, I will try my best to be the the best I can.

New place brings lots cf challenges but at the same time it brings excitement and all sort of new things. I hope this time, taking a turn wont have me wrecked into some messed up things again although I kind of like my messed up life now. Its pretty much like having a taste in licking my own wounds:).