Just like that..

I was listening to one song and felt that to describe my feeling, there is nothing better than put that in in my blog..

so here it goes. ..

Tell Me My Heart..

Is this Love or Punishment,

why this chain of pain get broken..

How many stories this heart will write, how many tests it will take.

O lord...Even If Someone Gives Their Life, let there be no effect on one I love..

How Is this journey of faith as there is no end to the sadness in this heart,

everything is breaking with heartbeats, even unesay are now my breathings..

Somewhere there is always a wish on my lips..someone's life is going far in love

No one to see my tears ..no one to hold my hand anymore.

Hall fulfilled are my wishes, half broken are my dreams..

If no mistrust then there is a wall of hatred, even in victory there is a feeling of loss.

Do not ask to someone in pain, what is a smile and what is happiness..

there is always a pain.. sometimes here sometimes there..

O lord...Even If Someone Gives Their Life, let there no effect be on the one I love

River running through me

I liked this pic coz of many reasons. It shows a lot more than what is present there.


When my friend took this pic, I didn't realize that someone was taking my pic and I was standing away from like 50 odd people..lost in my thoughts..looking at the beautiful mountains and river running through it....

A river flowing so aimlessly but keeps running through endlessly...for forever!!


I wonder if I should love this thought or be sad about river. It looks pure, looks like an innocent kid who wants to play, wants to love and be loved, circling around the mountain as an eternal lover who does not want to leave his lover's hand. Look angry at times but more loving right very next moment, pouring whole heart out expressing he does not have anything else left to prove and still keeps flowing with a message that no matter how far you go I will always keep loving you..keep running around you..keep thinking about you....!!!


In another thought, it looks like a sad dream which comes but not ready to go out from mind. So alone that even its noise making splash looks so silent to me. Running so hurriedly as if it is getting to meet its lover who is just round the corner but it is not able to find her. Having all the beautiful trees, flowers, breeze around like friends it still looks so empty, dying in the solitary confinement but not expressing its pain to anyone. Same motion day and night, same excitement, same pain, same memories...


Deep in my thoughts I walked down and sat besides it, looked at it and felt that it wanted to say something. Its roaring loud, trying hard to whisper in my ears. I touched it slowly and felt the water rolling down to guide me see what is this river all about. I slowly got up and looked into it, only to find myself looking at me through the water!!