Souls ..distance apart

Here I am ...trying to put down some words to sketch out a soul, soul which is so far yet so close to my heart. Days have been turning into weeks and then months but only one thought of yours give me purest of the happiness. I never realized that life can take such a sweet turn on the hardest of driveway and you will be there to guide me through.

You are so much into my life that it is hard to word you down here. More am trying to compose, more you are getting into me. "Why, why I love you so much" was your question. To be true, it is unanswerable, I can not write some words to express this 'why'. May be this is how it is supposed to be.

I know you sometimes purposely avoid to be around but you should know that I feel it. I feel it that you are in pain and I see it in me as well. I don't know how but my soul is connected with you through an intangible thread which will only break when my heart stop beating n it beats for you. So my princess, just take care of yourself because it is only you who helps me having heart beat.

Love!!

ILLUSION ..

In deep silence of the nights,
where the time freezes for a while,
and the moving bodies turns lifeless,
in all surroundings, there expands a vast enigma of unrealistic phase,

I m trapped in a prison I can’t escape,
My head is in my hands,
its blocked and thoughtless for the moment,
I m sitting in the darkness all around,
all I can hear are my own words,
trying hard to understand this fanatical arena,
but there is no reality to find across,

seems illusion of my mind,
I have reached my breaking point,
there are my own visions of hell,
I m all alone and no one really knows,

but , behind my smile,
and through the years, and all the while,
I m still trapped in this glorious illusion of life.


~myth